Wednesday, April 29, 2009
29th April 2009
council term has officially ended
i didn't cry today
but sitting up on stage hearing the video being played, i was close to tears
despite all the shit (no offence)
i still thank council, each and everyone of you
for letting me learn alot of things
for letting me experience what the real world will be like
for letting me know the great and nice ppl/friends
despite everything, it has been a fufilling journey
i also thank God for letting me have such a good mentor
thank you qian wen
your msg really touched me
it was you, who made me hang on to continue this journey
it was you, that thought me and showed me how a good mentor should be
you taught me alot, thank you (:
leaving council room today
i wasn't really that sad
but suddenly
reality dawned on me
no more assembling at outside GO
no more morning ass duties
no more pinning of the council badge before going to school
no more treating council room as if it was your home
no more familiar and nice faces to meet
no more filling of vending machine, collecting money, and having the key=opening the vending machine anytime
no more opening of storeroom to see the familiar crest and messy-ness
it's sad isn't it?
i wunder if we'll still remain together as time passes
but still
i'm glad i went through this journey
despite the ups and downs (and all the shit LOL)
council term has officially ended
i didn't cry today
but sitting up on stage hearing the video being played, i was close to tears
despite all the shit (no offence)
i still thank council, each and everyone of you
for letting me learn alot of things
for letting me experience what the real world will be like
for letting me know the great and nice ppl/friends
despite everything, it has been a fufilling journey
i also thank God for letting me have such a good mentor
thank you qian wen
your msg really touched me
it was you, who made me hang on to continue this journey
it was you, that thought me and showed me how a good mentor should be
you taught me alot, thank you (:
leaving council room today
i wasn't really that sad
but suddenly
reality dawned on me
no more assembling at outside GO
no more morning ass duties
no more pinning of the council badge before going to school
no more treating council room as if it was your home
no more familiar and nice faces to meet
no more filling of vending machine, collecting money, and having the key=opening the vending machine anytime
no more opening of storeroom to see the familiar crest and messy-ness
it's sad isn't it?
i wunder if we'll still remain together as time passes
but still
i'm glad i went through this journey
despite the ups and downs (and all the shit LOL)
what we could have been, 29.4.09.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
walking out into the dark alone
i can't help but wonder how long after before you all notice i'm gone
owells should not mull over these things right?
if not life is so....mull-ly
thanks sandra (:
i can't help but wonder how long after before you all notice i'm gone
owells should not mull over these things right?
if not life is so....mull-ly
thanks sandra (:
what we could have been, 21.4.09.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
{edited/}
and dun wanna say why i edited the post
and i dun understand how i care so much for other pple
when in the end
im treated like shit
talk about treat others like how you want yourself to be treated by them
dun tink that's true
and how can all those shitty pple
have all the things that i dun have but i want
i mean
i dun tink i'm an ultra good person
but i tink
at the very LEAST
i'm like so much more better than them
i dun noe who to turn to to confide in already
because you all dun understand how i feel
dun say you also feel lonely
cause you're surrounded by pple who constantly notice you and care about you
and i feel myself gradually closing myself up and distaning myself from others
which is not a good sign
shit
owells
and dun wanna say why i edited the post
and i dun understand how i care so much for other pple
when in the end
im treated like shit
talk about treat others like how you want yourself to be treated by them
dun tink that's true
and how can all those shitty pple
have all the things that i dun have but i want
i mean
i dun tink i'm an ultra good person
but i tink
at the very LEAST
i'm like so much more better than them
i dun noe who to turn to to confide in already
because you all dun understand how i feel
dun say you also feel lonely
cause you're surrounded by pple who constantly notice you and care about you
and i feel myself gradually closing myself up and distaning myself from others
which is not a good sign
shit
owells
what we could have been, 19.4.09.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
after witnessing so much being done for others
i thought
iwouldfeelspecialtoo
but
i was wrong
and disappointed
i thought
iwouldfeelspecialtoo
but
i was wrong
and disappointed
what we could have been, 14.4.09.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
listening to this, does this mean anything to all of you?
hmmm
only sup knows what i'm feeling, coz she feels it too...
p.s. i have no music talent omg so hard to hear the song and come out with the scores X|
what we could have been, 5.4.09.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
today is shiyeng's emonemo day
what we could have been, 2.4.09.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
i
am
so
screwed
for
h3
maths
=(
i totally can't do, its worse than the 1st test and i failed the first one
and then i see others which i thought their standard is same as me writing so much more
demoralised
upset
feel stupid
regret not putting in hardwork
30% of my Alvl h3 grade gone
i'm gonna work hard for the 70%
i want to gain it all back!
LOL easier said then done =.=
hopefully i really can do it!
GO SHIYENG!
aim for merit! no luh pass can already!
just don't get ungraded! =(
got back some of MBTs results
contented knowing the amt of effort i put in
esp bio omg study one day be4 still can pass (:
SHI YENG MUST WORK HARDER!
YOU SAW THE STRONG COMPETITION OUTSIDE MJ TODAY RIGHT!
JIAYOU!
owells i'm still upset about h3
lemme emo awile ....
i believe i can. i believe i will.
am
so
screwed
for
h3
maths
=(
i totally can't do, its worse than the 1st test and i failed the first one
and then i see others which i thought their standard is same as me writing so much more
demoralised
upset
feel stupid
regret not putting in hardwork
30% of my Alvl h3 grade gone
i'm gonna work hard for the 70%
i want to gain it all back!
LOL easier said then done =.=
hopefully i really can do it!
GO SHIYENG!
aim for merit! no luh pass can already!
just don't get ungraded! =(
got back some of MBTs results
contented knowing the amt of effort i put in
esp bio omg study one day be4 still can pass (:
SHI YENG MUST WORK HARDER!
YOU SAW THE STRONG COMPETITION OUTSIDE MJ TODAY RIGHT!
JIAYOU!
owells i'm still upset about h3
lemme emo awile ....
i believe i can. i believe i will.
what we could have been, 1.4.09.
